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Thursday, December 31st, 2009
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10:03 pm - 100 films in 2009
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I tried to put this under an LJ cut, but it just doesn't seem to work. I think my computer hates me... So i'll let it all hang out. So to speak. :)
(Also i'll have to get to over 100, cause i keep seeing the same film at the cinema twice, so i'm listing them twice...)
100 movies in 2009
(~) stands for rewatch
(*) stands for recommendation
1. Role Models (x2) (*)
2. Bride Wars
3. The Spirit
4. Beverly Hills Chihuahua
5. Slumdog Millionaire
6. Yes Man
7. Frost/Nixon
8. Seven Pounds
9. Anchorman (~)
10. High School Musical
11. Nick & Norah's Infinate Playlist (*)
12. Bolt
13. He's Just Not That Into You
14. Hotel For Dogs
15. Almost Famous
16. UHF
17. Me, Myself & Irene
18. Confessions of a Shopaholic (x2)
19. High School Musical 2
20. High School Musical 3 (*)
21. Nick & Norah (~)
22. Get Smart (~)
23. Who Framed Roger Rabbit? (~)
24. Duplicity
25. Marley & Me
26. Lesbian Vampire Killers
27. The Boat That Rocked
28. Monsters vs Aliens (x2)
29. Fast & Furious
30. Deuce Bigalow: Male Gigalo
31. Twilight (~)
32. Bedtime Stories
33. 17 Again
34. Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure
35. Dragonball: Evolution
36. I Love You Man (*)
37. Sex Drive
38. State Of Play
current music: Cloud Nine - Evanescence
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| Saturday, July 4th, 2009
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11:09 pm - It's just past 8, & i'm feeling young & reckless
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Shock horror! Could it really be - an LJ update from Pee?! xD well, not really an update, more like a 'hello'... I'm currently listening to Nick play Final Fantasy X, & thinking about getting nachos & salsa :) :) yum! & i'm going on holiday in 2 days, blimey! Only to Essex, but it should be good... :)
In the past month & a half, i have celebrated being with Nick for 3 years <3<3, been to 6 gigs (Girls Aloud, Nerina Pallot - who was surprisingly awesome, The Script, The Saturdays, Britney Spears & Hard Rock Calling, which had The Kooks & The Killers), seen 3 plays/musicals (Spring Awakening, Copacabana & Phedre), & having lots of random general happy times :) hooray! & i'm loving the sunshine <3 it's nice that England is actually having a proper summer this year!
Now i'm gonna go get those nachos/try not to buy a necklace or 3 online... :)
<3
current mood:  okay
current music: Final Fantasy X
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| Monday, May 18th, 2009
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11:32 pm
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My mood seems to go up & down sometimes... Right now, i'm on a down. It's really odd when this happens. I just feel hopeless, sad... I don't even wanna eat right now, & that is NOT like me :S here's hoping i actually perk up again really soon... I hate these grey periods :(
~xxxxxxx~
current music: Grenade Jumper - Fall Out Boy
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| Wednesday, May 6th, 2009
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11:05 pm - I've got troubled thoughts & the self esteem to match
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I really don't post on here much anymore! Maybe i think i'm boring, so have nothing to write about? Hmm.
The last time i posted on here, i was 20... Now i'm 21! Eeeeek!! I really do feel so old, & i can't shake the feeling off... I mean, surely it's no different from being 20? But then, 20 still sounds quite youthful. 21 seems... well... old! When i get used to it, i'll let you know, haha.
So, what have i been up to in a month & a half? Welll:
~I've seen 2 bands - Yeah Yeah Yeahs & Mcfly, who were both well good :) wow, only 2 bands? Feels like more than that...
~Seen 4 plays - Woman In Mind, Madame de Sade (both good), England People Very Nice & Dido, Queen of Carthage (both not so good)
~Partied in Watford for Heather's birthday, & we sat in her boss (was it her boss?)'s hotel room until 5am playing confusing games xD
~Been to Nick's uni & gone clubbing, the first time was uber fun, the second time involved vomit. BINT!
~Aaaaand i've celebrated being 21! & i've also celebrated Kurstee being 21 :D Eastbourne ftw! :D
~Oh, & i also saw Dancing on Ice live xD
I'm not sure if that seems like alot or not? Hmm...
I still have a heuge urge to spend lots of money :S this is something i need to stop doing immediately! By immediately, i mean after i've bought that dinosaur necklace... But definately after that, i will stop.
I finally got Folie a Deux, & my opinion is... I wish Pete Wentz would be miserable again! Seriously, his lyrics are so much better when he's angry & sad & messed up... The new album is catchy, but i'm currently a bit like, what are you singing about?? I just need to let it grow on me... Please let it grow on me?
That's all i can think of saying... I won't leave it a month & a half next time!
~xxxxxxx~
current mood: okay
current music: Le Tigre - Deceptacon
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| Tuesday, March 17th, 2009
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12:28 am - I cannot survive alone, feels like i've lost everything that i've known
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Oh dear, i am updating so infrequently (is that even a word?) these days, it's awful! >_< i think it's because i'm boring, LOL. & besides, everyone knows what i've been up to anyway! But it's always interesting reading these. xD
Today, i had the day off work. I booked it off in November, for the simple reason that i had some spare hours to book off. Ahhhhhh fuck, just remembered, i have to sort out my holiday form asap!!! Cause i didn't get ANY of the holiday that i booked off :( MUST sort that out as soon as possible... Maybe i'll do it now...
Okay, i have my holiday form now. If i don't get anything next time either, i'll be having words with my boss. :) what a stupid system...
Anyway. Today i slept in, & read half of New Moon :) which is breaking my heart!!! I want it to be happy again asap! I knew what was gonna happen anyway, cause Kurstee told me... I also watched ANTM today. So today's been quite... Relaxing! Although usually when i have days like this, my brain feels a little bit numb, & i feel a bit lame... & i feel like that right now. Hmm.
I've just filled out part of my holiday form! I'd better get what i requested, or i'll be pissed! I think loads of people didn't get the holiday they requested, cause it's a first come, first serve basis... Which is fair enough, but there are about 200 bloody online shoppers! Rant rant rant, grr grr grr.
My '100 films in 2009' thing is going so badly! I've only watched what, 19 films so far this year! That is so lame! I need to watch more films :O i've only been to the cinema ONCE this month, WE HAVE TO SORT THIS OUT ASAP >.<
In the past week, i have:
*Worked... Joy of joys
*Seen Franz, at le Hammersmith Apollo
*Seen Avenue Q for the 3rd time
*Went to Beacon Court for a friend at work's gig
*Had a cold >:( (it's still here, go awaaaay!!!)
*Watched HSM2 & laughed at my accidental channel hopping. Stupid remote! It was NOT my fault! xD
*Driven to Herts to see my Nickpie
So, yay :) i was gonna say "this week looks like it's gonna be pretty quiet", but i'm going to London Tuesday (today!) & Wednesday, hopefully am seeing Nick on Thursday (he's coming home for the weekend, woop woop), & Friday Kurstee wants to go to Tap (i miss it!), so that would have been a lie. xD & then next week will be mad! 3 days at Nick's (he said that there was a dressing up theme at Base on Monday, 'pyjama party'. My response: are you serious? I'll either ignore that, or find some sexy, but not over the top sexy, pyjamas... How hard can that be :S), then Heather's on Saturday :D YAY! Exciting stuff :D as well as all that, i now have to get up for work at 6am, eeeeek! On my contracted days anyway... When i put in for overtime, i still start at 8. I need so much money... :|
I think that's quite a sexual update xD which i'm pretty sure i wrote on the end of my last update, but hey xD
Love <3
~xxxxxxx~
current mood: blah
current music: Thoughtless - Korn
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| Friday, March 6th, 2009
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2:52 pm
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I would just like to say that
I AM SEEING FALL OUT BOY IN ABOUT 6 1/2 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am WAY too excited <333
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| Monday, February 16th, 2009
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10:05 pm - Doo, doo doo doo, doo doo - jump on it!
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LMAO at my title. It's still making me laugh xD!
I haven't updated properly in aaaages, i am rather sorry about this. & since i have, blimey! I am a joyful muffin again :) i still can't believe Nick wanted me back... But i'm so glad he did :D yay! We decided to ignore the 5 months & still say that we've been together for... Nearly 2 years & 9 months!!... Bloody hell...
Driving to Hertfordshire isn't as stressful at all as driving to Aylesford... I HATE driving there!! I had to pick Gill up from work, cause her car is a bit poorly... If i ever have to drive there again, i swear i'll have a heart attack!
Maybe i haven't updated because i haven't done much... xD except for driving to Herts, & just having general happy times :) which is always a good thing.
I well cannot wait until Spring <3 i just want it to be warm now, dammit!! I get so bored of the cold, i hate it. Plus i wanna make it a mad season... I hope y'all with me ;)
Also I WANNA GO ON HOLIDAY! I have NOTHING booked so far, & Nick's saying he's "too poor" to go on holiday ;-; that SUCKS! Come on you lot, whisk me away, serenade me, & TAKE ME TO A BEACH!! & take me somewhere with awesome food ;) i literally can't stop eating recently, more than usual, eeeek!
I think that's it... Wow. What a naff update xD
Ooooh, & GOOD LUCK to Kurstee for the panto <333 yay!!
~xxxxxxx~ <3
current music: 7 Minutes In Heaven (Atavan Halen) - Fall Out Boy <3
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| Wednesday, January 28th, 2009
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12:35 am
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Oooh err. I haven't written a proper entry for a while, but you know what? My mind has been so goddamn jambled. I'm not even sure if jambled is a word? Hopefully my mind will be less confused at the weekend. We shall just have to see...
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| Friday, January 23rd, 2009
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7:32 pm
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Arrrrgh, i'm fucked off! Fucked off, fucked off, fucked off, fucked off, fucked off, fucked off, FUCKING HATE MEN, want to throw them all off a bridge, rather than myself thanks.
current mood:  fucked off
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| Tuesday, January 6th, 2009
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9:17 pm - Baby, seasons change - but people don't
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I haven't actually written a proper entry yet this year! Only quizzes :O gasp.
First of all, Happy New Year!! I'm getting used to the fact it's 2009 now, so hooray. & i feel a tiny bit calmer now it's a new year. I'm not sure why, cause like Kurstee says, it's just a continuation of last year, but... i am unsure. i feel like it's a continuation AND a bit of a new start. i mean, i haven't cried since last year, & this is a bit of a miracle, cause if this was this time last month, i would have cried at least 6 times by now. Although i did get a bit frustrated today... Meh. I'm seeing him on Saturday for birthday fun times, so.
I'm hoping that this year will be bitchin'? I'm getting a bit wary. I want to have lots of uber fun times, cause the thoughts of having uber fun times right now is actually getting me through life. & thats like, the only thing?
Hopefully i'm getting my hair cut tomorrow; Tom said he'd do it, but if he doesn't text me tonight, or if he says he can't do it tomorrow, i might just go & get it done in a hairdressers. Every time i look in the mirror, i feel like hacking my hair off, i can't stand it!
All of a sudden i feel a bit miserable, so i will write more another day, & i'll go get me a biscuit. :)
~xxxxxxx~
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| Sunday, January 4th, 2009
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10:31 pm - I hate you, i love you, i can't stop thinking of you
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What is your ex's middle name?
James
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
That would be Gracie... she's my girlfriend ;) haha!
Do you like the last person you kissed?
I rather love him
Would you be surprised if one of your good friends confessed their love to you?
No ;) LOL! Nah, i would really :P
Are you drunk?
No, i haven't even drank anything alcoholic in like, a month :S
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Erm... Possibly just myself... &, because i was in a car, probably lots of other people xD
Name 5 things you see:
My phone, my diary, a chupa chups lolly (?), lots of cd's, & a packet of orange choco leibniz biscuits which i'm currently a bit addicted to :S odd...
Do you eat healthy?
LOL, you must be joking!
One person you miss?
Nicholas
What was the last song you listened to?
In The End - Linkin Park
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
Very nearly <3
Where was the last place you went shopping?
Erm... Bluewater
Do you & your parents get along?
Yes
Have you ever kissed someone starting with the letter R?
LOL, yes, Roland!!
Have you cried today?
No! I'm doing rather well i'd say
What do you do when you have a bad day?
Get uberly frustrated & rant alot
Do you ever turn off your phone?
Only when i'm at work
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
Yeah
Do you say sorry first?
No =/
Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
Yeah... I seem to tell him in little bits, but i'm scared of saying it all in one go...
What is irritating you right now?
I have a feeling i'm about to get a headache, so that annoys me a bit... Also the fact that i am bleeding in a womanly manner. We could all do without it!
Where did you last sleep other than your house?
Carly's house. Except, i did fall asleep at Nick's when i last saw him too? So, Nick's house
Are you a forgiving person?
Yeeah, almost too forgiving sometimes
Something you're happy about?
Erm... The fact that we're all (nearly?) going out for lunch tomorrow :)
Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Tee
Who was the last friend you saw?
Tee
What were you doing an hour ago?
Sitting here, LOL
Can you take a bra off with one hand?
I'm not entirely sure i've tried? I so should try that!
Do you want kids?
I don't think so, no
What does your last received text message say?
It was from Grace... She said she was gonna try & finish her essay & get better. GET BETTER!!!
Are you listening to music right now?
Yes! I'm now listening to Of All The Gin Joints In All The World by Fall Out Boy <3
Do you like your first name?
Yeah
Do you think that you’re a good person?
Hmm... Sometimes
Are you currently frustrated with your life?
Rather
Do you still count on your fingers?
Yeah!
When's the last time you went to the beach?
BARCELONA <3
If your parents saw you were in a relationship, what would they do?
Nothing?
Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
No
Last person you spoke to on the phone?
Tee, telling her to come outside her house :P
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a G?
No, don't think so
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Nicholas
Does anyone love you?
As a friend & as an ex boyfriend
How has the week been?
Not bad, even though i've spent 3 days not doing anything!
Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Yeah
What kinda hair n eyes does the last person you kissed have?
Long brown hair, it's a bit too long now i think... Just needs a bit of a trim! But then, i can't talk ;) his eyes are dementedly gorgeous, they're green with yellow & grey bits... Phwoarsome
How old is the first person on your top friends?
19, 20 in 5 days
How old is the person you last kissed?
19, 20 in 5 days ;)
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
No, i'm resisting doing this until tomorrow. I think i've done rather well, hoorah!
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Erm... I'm listening to a bitchin' Fall Out Boy song? That's making me smile, LOL. I also have amazing friends, that makes me smile <3
Are you looking forward to anything?
Lots of things! Kurstee's panto, Fall Out Boy, Katy Perry, Girls Aloud, Britney, other bands i'll see this year LOL, Avenue Q - we need to book it!, getting my hair cut - i can't stand it right now! Plus just seeing what other fun things this year will throw at me...
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Dave... Or my dad
Who last drove your car?
Me!
What did you do last night?
Saw Jack & the Beanstalk with Tee :D
What were you doing at 7 AM?
Sleeping
Last time you kissed someone?
When he was breaking up with me. So, start of September. Christ, that was ages ago...
Will you take back an ex?
Yes! When can we arrange this? ;)
Last time you were truly happy with your life?
July, perhaps
Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
Why, yes
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?
Don't think so
Your ex REALLY needs you at 3 am and you have a way to their house, would you go?
Of course
How many hours did you sleep last night?
10
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
No, he has no reason to be
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
Plenty of people
Do you know someone in jail?
No
Will you be in a relationship by next month?
LOL, doubt it!
Is there something you're waiting for?
This questionable is debatable. I can't wait around forever... Just for now?
So who do you like?
Nicholas! (don't ask me why i'm calling him Nicholas tonight xD)
What did you last drink?
Tea ^_^
~xxxxxxx~
current mood:  indifferent
current music: The Take Over, The Break's Over - Fall Out Boy
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| Thursday, January 1st, 2009
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10:56 pm - 2008 Quiz
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1) Where did you begin 2008?
On Nick's bed... I think we woke up at like, 12.15am, then we were like, oh, it's the New Year. Then we just layed there <3
2) What was your status on Valentine's Day?
Taken <3
3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
Noooo
4) How did you earn your money?
Sainsburys, haha
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
No, i don't think i went at all this year!
6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
LOL, no
7) Where did you go on holiday?
Iceland, Bulgaria & Barcelona :)
8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
Nothing!
9) Did you know anybody who got married?
Nikki's sister? & a woman at work
10) Did you meet anyone famous?
Simon Amstell! & i told him he was tiny! & Janie Dee, & Nicola Walker, again... & Siobhan Redmond. & Julie Atherton. & David Tennant signed my programme, tell me that counts??
11) Best book you read this year?
I've hardly read any books! But, Twilight <3
12) Did you move anywhere?
Noooooo
13) What concerts did you go to?
Hmm... Korn, Flyleaf, Kelly Clarkson, Hayseed Dixie, Girls Aloud, Avril Lavigne, Dragonforce, FALL OUT BOY <3, Airbourne, Slipknot & Coldplay :)
14) Best purchase of the year?
I can't remember! Tickets to see David Tennant in Stratford maybe? & i love my My Little Pony skirt. xD & tickets to see Fall Out Boy!
15) Are you registered to vote?
Yes indeed
16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
I didn't watch it
17) Where do you live now?
Still good old Medway
18) Describe your birthday.
It was hearty <3 on my actual birthday i saw Nick, & we went to Chatham & got my car stereo thingy installed, then we ate Mcdonalds & sat on Jackson's for a bit :) & in the evening we & my family went for a meal to Manor Farm :) also i got paid, how jammy is that :D the next day Sarah & Dave came down, so we went out for a Chinese with them plus Nick, my mum & Gill :) & then the next Friday we went to Spoons & Moons, woop!
19) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2008?
Mourn the fact that me & Nick are no longer together.
20) What has been your favorite moment?
Oh my, there are way, way too many!! All the nights out, wandering out at 12am in Barcelona with Tee to go sit on a see saw, driving to Stratford, twice!, the whole weekend in Ebo, the whole of the Bulgaria holiday <3 (the cocktails were IMMENSE), actually all of Barcelona & Iceland too, the whole month of October - it was bloody hectic!, when Fall Out Boy started playing "Where Is Your Boy" at the gig & me & Nixie held hands & got EXTREMELY excited, passing my driving test, laughing at the support act for Simon Amstell, when Nick said "I can't go that way, it's illegal!", celebrating 2 years with Nick, anytime me & Kurstee screamed song lyrics at each other, me & Grace driving around singing, dancing & insulting each other ;)... That's only a couple of things. There were seriously MILLIONS of bloody brilliant moments :D:D <333
21) What's something you learned about yourself?
That i'm strange, in a good AND bad way. I need constant love & attention & affection. I'm polite, & want to slap rude people. I can't stand being bored. I'm obsessed with doing loads of things. I get quite bad road rage xD
22) Any new additions to your family?
Nooo
23) What was your best month?
Hmmm... July & October. April & May were pretty bitchin' too
24) What music will you remember 2008 by?
Dance Wiv Me, LOL, Scouting For Girls, Duffy, Katy Perry, The Way I Are, Low...
25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
My three <3
26) Made new friends?
Yeah :)
27) Best new friend?
Erm... Maybe Beci & Sara... I bet i'm missing someone vital, LOL
28) Favorite Night out?
Ooooh, loads! :D but I loved the Hot Pink & Tiaras night :) & the night Heather came out with us! We had so many good nights out... <3
~xxxxxxx~
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| Wednesday, December 31st, 2008
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2:13 pm
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Holy crap, it's the 31st December! Easily the worst day of the year for me >.< ah well, at least after today i won't have to deal with it for another 364 days, LOL.
If someone had told me 6 months ago that i'd be spending 2009 without Nick, i think i would have laughed in their faces, then slapped them for saying such a horrible thing. But, my god, i'm not gonna be with Nick in 2009 :( & that reeeeeally sucks, & i'm not entirely sure how i'm going to cope. I don't even think i CAN cope. Unless i happen to find someone who's even more amazing than him (????????), then it's just not gonna happen. Which means i'm gonna be a barrel of laughs next year. xD please everyone keep me sane?? I don't know what i'd do without you lot...
Other than that, i'd say 2008 was a pretty bitchin' year :) 3 holidays, 11 concerts & discovering clubbing in Maidstone :D plus loads of random happy fun times, like trips to London & putting pants on our heads. xD plus LOADS of other things that i can't think of right now! I think the only resolution i made last year was to have a good year & have fun, & i think i achieved that :)
Now, i want next year to be even more manic. xD Let's just go mad in 2009, cause i need it! I can't think of any resolutions for 2009 other than, again, to have a great year & have fun. Ooooh, & i wanna go to at least 12 concerts :) & i still wanna go raving in London, woo!
Soooo... Happy New Year everyone. I hope everyone has the best year ever <3 (including me!)
~xxxxxxx~
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| Sunday, December 7th, 2008
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10:57 pm - Motion City Soundtrack - Broken Heart
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I'll start this broken heart.
I'll fix it up so it will work again,
Better than before.
Then I'll star in a mystery,
A tragic tale of all that's yet to come.
Finger's crossed, there will be love.
But I get carried away,
With every day and every fantasy.
The deeper the wound,
The harder I swoon,
And wish that that was me.
So much to say,
But no words to convey,
The loneliness building with each passing day.
But I'm getting used to it.
You have to get used to it.
I'll devise the best disguise.
A brand new look and take them by surprise.
They'll never guess what's not inside.
I'll express myself with ease,
With confidence and character complete.
With fingers crossed they'll talk to me.
But I get carried away with every page in every magazine.
The cheaper the thrill,
The deeper I fill my head with blasphemy.
So much to say,
But no words to convey,
The loneliness building with each passing day.
But I'm getting used to it.
You have to get used to it.
I'll destroy this useless heart.
I'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again.
Not just for me but for anyone.
But I get carried away,
With every phrase and made up malady.(?)
The longer I hide behind these lies,
The more I disintegrate.
There's so much to say,
But no words to convey,
The loneliness building with each passing day.
I'll never get used to it.
You just have to live with it.
current mood: melancholy
current music: Your Star - Evanescence
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2:00 am - & now it's always raining, & you're the one to blame
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Bullet point time!
*Feel a little bit better today. Christ, i really am up & down when it comes to my emotions... I guess i have to take each day as it comes etc, & hope that most of those days are happy days! Friday = rather unhappy day, today = quite happy :) tomorrow = happy please?
*Got tickets for Fall Out Boy & Britney :D YAY!!! So damn awesome! I can't wait! It'll be the sixth time i'll see Fall Out Boy :) & Britney, what a legend :D
*I CANNOT WAIT FOR TWILIGHT TO COME OUT! I wanna see the trailer in the cinema so damn bad! Less than 2 weeks now until it's out... :D
*18 days till Christmas... Fuck!! I still need to buy LOADS :( i'm not looking forward to it so much this year, all i keep thinking is, argh i need to buy so much!!
*I still can't believe Beci has never been to Oxford Street. Or the fact she's only been on a train twice in 5 years. o.O
*I worked today... & it wasn't too bad :) thank god, i was majorly pissed off that i had to work on a Saturday!
*Some people are confusing, & need to be shot.
*"This is from our first album, BURN MY EYES!!!!"
I think that's a damn good update if you ask me :)
~xxxxxxx~
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| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2008
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10:35 pm - You know i'm such a fool for you, you've got me wrapped around your finger
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Do you ever feel so sad that all you wanna do is lie in bed all day & feel a bit sad? I'm going through that now. It hasn't helped that i've done nothing over the past 2 days... The rest of the week is busier, hopefully i'll perk up a little bit :(
current mood: depressed
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| Tuesday, November 25th, 2008
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12:07 am - Hopelessly, i'll love you endlessly
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What is it about Mondays that just makes them drag? Well, i'm mostly talking about work here. I only did a 4 hour shift today, & it dragged by so damn slowly! & it always does on a Monday... They changed what i was doing from chilled vegetables to... the other half of the vegetables. xD!! fucksake! Still, it's a change, if i had carried on doing the other shop for 4 hours, it is extremely likely that i would have screamed!
Other than that, my Monday has been okay :) i didn't nap for like, the first Monday in probably literally months! Instead i wrote down what i'm gonna buy everyone for Christmas :) if anyone wants to tell me what you want, please go ahead! Ooooh, & i also spent 2 hours reading Twilight <3 god, i am in love with Bella & Edward, they are so damn cute! I can't wait till the film comes out :) i want the rest of the books perhaps for Christmas, yaaaay :)
My bowels are extremely sad today. LOL.
Oh, & speaking of Christmas, it's a month today! Holy cow! :| i need to buy so damn much, it's just not funny! & i don't even know what i'm getting everyone yet... So i'm actually properly panicking :( really need to go Christmas shopping soon! Maybe a group Bluewater session is needed...?
I've seen 4 films since last Saturday... It's just like old times! Quantom of Solace, Zack & Miri Make a Porno (LOL), My Best Friend's Girl (awful, awful, awful - the only good thing about it was Kate Hudson) & Igor, which i thought was so cute! It was rather dark for a kid's film, & i loved that :D i loved the suicidal rabbit in it, LOL! It's okay, because he can't actually kill himself, he's like, immortal :)
These past few days, i have also made rice crispie cakes with Gracie, been to Moons, seen Nick, & had a lovely, lovely 20th November <333 thankyou, i love you! I have also been irritated by work, but you've all heard it all before :P
I should consider going to bed... Oh, & my favourite from ANTM went tonight! Fucksake! My favourite never wins :( I <3 Lauren...
~xxxxxxx~
current mood: blah
current music: Decode - Paramore
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| Thursday, November 20th, 2008
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12:34 am - When you love someone & it goes to waste, could it be worse?
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Today is the 20th November!!! I hope you're not thinking "hurrr, well done Laura" :P i point out the date because the past two 20th Novembers have been immense. Last year, i passed my theory test, & the year before i saw Evanescence <333 & this year... I'm working 8 hours. Dammit! If only something lovely will happen this year too... *crosses fingers*
Zack & Miri Make a Porno = LOL. Good film :D yaaaay! "I'm sure Paris Hilton is legally retarded", HAHA! I only remembered that line when i got home xD
I'm having such a boring week! Well, except for seeing Kurstee today :) or, technically, yesterday... I've been doing LOTS of sleeping, & reading Twilight, yay <3 i'm getting excited for the film! Plus can someone pleeeease send me Decode by Paramore? Tis a good song :)
I have to stop thinking. Seriously. Wonder what he's doing now... Argh, shut up brain! Maybe i'll go & read some more of Twilight :) reading always takes my mind off things...
~xxxxxxx~
current mood: blah
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| Tuesday, November 11th, 2008
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10:32 pm
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I'm pretty sure Pete Wentz once said, when talking about his attempted suicide, that he didn't necessarily want to die, he just wanted to shut his brain off from the world. This is what i wanna do. I would just like to lie down & just shut my brain off from the world, not think, not anything. I'd just like to sleep, & forget about any sadness. Then when i feel better, i can exist again. Except, when will i feel better???
current mood: sad
current music: Endlessly - Muse
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| Thursday, November 6th, 2008
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11:19 pm - & the less you give, the more i want, so foolishly
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Last place you hugged someone?
Outside the computer room
Do you know anyone named Matt?
Yeah, someone at work
Is your hair curly or straight?
Curly :)
Do you currently like anyone?
Haw haw, yes
Do you use smiley faces on the computer too much?
Hell yes :)
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
I don't think i have...
Who did you last go to eat with? Where?
I ate in maccy d's with Grace & Jade yesterday, does that count? :P & me, Grace & Kurstee ate in Grace's house...
Do you wear glasses?
Yessum
Are you happy with life right now?
What a confusing question... I'm not sure. Sometimes the answer will be i guess it's okay, other times i'll be like GOD NO KILL ME NOW
Are you currently jealous?
Yes
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I might have done :S i hope not though...
Do you have any weird inside jokes?
LOL, yes! Millions!
Do you find tattoos attractive in the opposite sex?
I guess it depends what tattoos they are. Stars are hot, silly tribal tattoos are ugly
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
I had to work for 8 hours... That was pretty gay. Plus i'm in a bit of a sad, crazy, psycho mood :(
Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Hmm... I'm not sure disappointed is the word.
Do you know a member of the opposite sex with a lip ring?
No
Have you ever in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trust?
Yeah
Its 4 in the morning, and your phone rings, who would it be?
Probably Grace :P
What is your favourite thing to drink?
Coke, yuuuum
Where was your default picture taken?
On Facebook, Source Bar. On Myspace, my sister's wedding :( i refuse to change that photo yet...
Do you watch The Hills?
No
What do you currently hear right now?
Warwick Avenue - Duffy. I LOVE this song. Sob...
What do you think your number 1 is doing right now?
He's at Rupert's.
Can you sleep in jeans?
Yeah... It's not extremely comfortable!
What is something you just don’t understand?
Why Nick had to break up with me :(
Who was the last person you were in a car with?
Kurstee
Do you care what others think about you?
Usually, yeah
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Hopefully!
Did you have a good day?
It wasn't too bad :) not great, but hey :P
What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
Hmm...
Airbourne
Slipknot
Possibly Duffy? Oh, i want to see her!
Coldplay
Dashboard Confessional
Seeing Nick next weekend, how sad am i?
Christmas!
Gethsemane
Generally going out & having fun times with you lot :)
& other things i can't remember :D
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
One
What was the last thing you laughed really hard about?
It was probably at mine & Grace's cheese. :P ooooh, or at Just My Luck! "the freak went on stage without us", LOLOL!!!
Do you regret anything?
Some things... Theres no point in having regrets though
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Yes! Oh, they remind me of being with Kieran, i'd phone him every Saturday night at like, 3am! I also enjoy late night msn convos & late night texting :)
Do you like to cuddle?
I love cuddles!!
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
If you can't guess, you're silly.
Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Of course! As long as my friends don't think bad about me, then i'm okay...
How late did u stay up last night?
3:30am-ish
Are you going to grow apart from someone close?
I hope not!
What will you be doing at 8 AM tomorrow?
Starting work
Who knows the real you, honestly?
My favourite people. They know who they are <3
When did you last cry?
A few nights ago... I feel like crying now though :S
Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
You mean ex, right? I think i have one of his books... But i won't tell him that, cause i need to read it, haha!
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
I guess not...
When was the last time someone called you baby?
Noone calls me baby!
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
???
Do you have nice eyes?
They're not bad... They're a bit trippy though! They're a bit multicoloured :/
Whose birthday is coming up?
Nikki's, in less than a month! & lots of other people too, but none of them are as important as Nikki <3
Were you happy when you woke up?
Yeah, cause i went back to sleep again, LOL :D
Who was the last person that called you?
Mum, she was waking me up this morning :P
Do you plan on moving out in the next year?
Nooooo
What are you currently doing besides this?
Talking to Grace, listening to Duffy & SHIT! Is it really 11.45?! I have to go to bed!!!
Any plans for tomorrow?
Work, shopping, Maidstone :D
What's the last thing you ate?
Muffins :D
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yes
Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
Nope, everyone's in
What are you doing tonight?
After this, probably just sleeping
How has this week been?
Not bad so far :)
Is someone mad at you right now?
I hope not!
Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
Yeah
Last time you talked to someone outloud?
I said goodnight to my dad like, an hour ago
Are you tired right now?
Not really, but i have to get up at like 7am, so i should sleep...
Where did you go today?
Work! & that's it. Fun fun fun :P
What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping. & not worrying & thinking of him.
current mood: sad
current music: Warwick Avenue - Duffy
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